SCHOOL I MISS U...


Ok the very purpose of writing this post is the fact "GUYS I MISS SCHOOL REALLY BADLY :( " though i wouldn't have called myself even close to being able to socialize enough back then but then .
i know people my few friends understood my nature,understood what i was going through my identity!!

I was a sort of a person who loved sports didn't care if i came sweating home coz of it didn't care what people thought of me,lived a free and secure life!!
People might think their lives are the same still But NO would be the answer -WE ARE NOW ADULTS have RESPONSIBILITIES have a FUTURE have things to PLAN to look forward to...

Those were the glorious days when talking to unknown people was not a taboo you were remembered for what you did right rather than what what u did wrong
when you laughed as hard as you could not even a faint sight of that fake smile people have these days
Those were the days you loved more,gave more did work selflessly.
Miss those trips to orphanages,old age homes where a child's smile and a disheartened senior citizen's smile made your day!!
Our teachers were the most amazing some gave us the spirit to perform,the will to succeed though cursed them often but it was never from the heart...deep down i always knew they brought the best in us!!
OH those morning assemblies, those HYMNS,those CHRISTMASES,those FETE's I miss it all
IN THE END
i can't my friends enough who have made me what i am!!
A strong confident young lady!!!!!
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO ALL LORETOITES!!
WE ROCK....

WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE


YOU WORK HARD....YOU GiVE IT YOUR BEST....


AND FIND OUT IT DIDN'T WORK OUT...WHAT DO YOU DO???! SIMPLE ANSWER TRY HARDER THE NEXT TIME..HOW EASY..


but its not the case its a rather difficult job to START OVER on something you tried your level best at!


Recently an old friend called up saying she had been tryin for medical since 2 years but missed out on good colleges all because of a few seats! ohh i thought to myself it takes courage to miss out on two years of your life for this! but imagine what it must feel like just making it but not really achieving your GOAL...hell it is...


It makes you wonder..it makes you sad..but it never holds you back..






FROM GIVING IT YOUR BEST AGAIN!



FOR MY LOVE IS LIKE THE WIND


For my love is like the wind


and so wild is the wind


It blows and races through my heart,


Takes over every little empty space there is,


Rejoices his presence,loves his touch


Breaks free through his comforting voice,


Warms up to is cuddle, opens up to his smile


For my love for you is like the wind


And so Wild is the Wind!

MEDIOCRITY IS SCARY

Ok the scene these days is the following=exams[minors over] 5th semester coming to an end soon following which we ll all get busy with resumes certificates etc etc in order to have the best trainings,be famous amongst each other be ahead on the work front blah blah blah.!!
Well in the middle of all this,comes the not so brilliant child=ME and many others like me what will happen to us??...the scene is daunting and forever on our minds..because neither are we like those who are brilliant in some language c,c++ and many others..neither do we have a strong family background in technical stuff...
Seriously mediocrity sucks! The same question lurking over your mind all the time..parents expecting wonders from you...
The other day i was thinking of dropping out of the cwg volunteering because of these pathetic delays by them asked my father what should be done his answer was "Don't drop out it will look good on your RESUME"
This sudden hurry has begun to take gain some experience from small places which never happened before...strange it is so..
but there is always this
hope and dream of DOING something BIG!

REPURCUSSIONS OF THE MIND!

I travel to this escape so far far away

the birds singing and chirping inviting

you to join in,nothing seems so blessed and wonderful

then to hear the sounds of this vast field,this waterfall
its water crystalling down..

the horses running in the distance makes you want to
run like the horses,soar like the birds to this place far far
away where no man has ever been

MY FIRST LOVE.!! TENNIS


Its never too late on picking up what your heart desires..there isn't any age or stage to be doing what you love..we all have been in some stage of our lives when we stopped doing what we truely wanted to do,cz of some obstacle that stood in our way..
well i have this one thing that makes me forget my problems,makes me soar high,tennis-my first love.!!
Since i was like 9 yrs old always enjoyed my outings to the sports complex admiring people hiting those yellow glowy balls across the court..stood there for hours not loosing site of the balls flying...past me...somehow convinced my dad to enrol me for coaching and there i was standing amongst heavily built guys and gals hitting those balls...loved that feelin.!!
time passed and started playing competitively in AITA(all india tennis association)..but was never quite good at it...somehow, though completely loved the sport all of a sudden was forced to give up my passion cz of studies...like most people :(
But still repent doing so till this date..still play it for my college..but somehow really miss the competitive scene
I know can't bring back the old times,but can surely live my dream continue what i love.!! AND ITS TENNIS

SOMEwhere i belong.!


As the days pass and life moves in a certain direction am trying to discover who i am and where i belong.
Sometimes feel agitated,confused with people being so successful at my age having a career objective a well thought out goal.
Its like standing steady and having people move ahead of you in every aspect.
But there is always this hope of trying,making your mark,making past others and showing your true self.
We all have it in us to achieve to make our lives worthwhile..we just need to have a direction and set a goal..don't be taken aback by obstacles that stand in your way...STAND UP and confront them.!
LEARNING WHO WE ARE IS THE BEST WAY TO MAKE A NEW BEGGINING..
cheers guys

ALL'S WELL.!!!




Past few months have been really tormenting,lesson's have been learn't,people who we thought were very close to us left us hanging in mid air..leaving us to realise trust what u believe is right..stand for it ...cherish what you have..
all i say is people are never who they say they are..went through a phase that took me time to get out of but am happy that i had people who stood by me aspecially my best friend and my friends..
i was lead into believing something that never existed...
cheers to the shit head who taught me this lesson...


but infact am much happy now..and life is awesum.!!

THE PATH



When i walk towards this path,

i know its a path untread

i know i have none by my side
besides myself,

all i see is a bunch of strangers

none to call my own

all i see is you and me

and the path untread

the feelings seem tied up,
they have no mouth to share,

all i see is you and me
that is the path less travelled...

the beginning of SOMETHING nICe.!

weLL HELLO ALL ..
i have seriously no prior experience of blogging.!
well thought would give it a try..fun as it seems commenting on others stuff...its seriously hard to write one yourself..
nyways am like any other teenager..wanna make something of myself..wanna be known..wanna be recognized.!!
but wat makes me different is my love of something out of the normal..people find it strange but tats 'ME BEING WHO I AM'
am a college student...doin engineering...sounds pretty studious..but ain't like tat..:P
trying to discover what all is in store for me..hope my trip through the blogging world is smooth..:D
SO WELCOMING MYSELF HERE...